My [[#1]] F.E.A.R.

Fear is, A painful emotion or passion excited by the expectation of evil, or the apprehension of impending danger; apprehension; anxiety; solicitude; alarm; dread. The number one thing that I am afraid of is [[FAILURE]] in the future.Ii want to be successful but im constantly thinking to myself what if I grow up and cant afford the things that Ii want and need for myself and my children.Ii know im only a teenager but some time soon im gonna have to think about things such as college and goals[[which Ii have started already.]] But what if my grades arn't good enough to get in college or what if Ii dont succeed?!. Ii cant stay at home with my parents/guardians and live the good life all my life.Sooner or later im going to have to become a mature adult and take care of myself. Ii know this stuff alreadyyyy. But what if Ii grow up and work at fast food resteraunts all my life thinking wow, Ii really should have dont this and this and this differently.Ii mean we[[teenagers]] all have goals of having a big house and money when we get older but how much of us are really working towards that goal?!. Ii know Ii ammmm! But there's always this question in the back of my mind asking myself will Ii be a failure in my life or will Ii accomplish all of my goals and have that big house and get to go shopping whenever Ii would like to? Or will Ii be working pay check to pay check struggling to pay rent at the beginning of the month? Ii guess time is the only way to tell.But until Ii find out im keeping my eye on the prize[[success]] and my steps in God's hands...

-DeAnna S.

what do Ii[[THINK]] about ittt?!.

-lil wayne is the [[2nd]] best rapper alive.
-kanye takes 1st.
-calling yourself a myspace celebrity is whackk, get ALIFE.
-ppl who wear fake shoes piss me off.
-yes our president elect is black, this doesnt mean that black ppl are gonna start getting free handouts.
-im against smoking!!
-safe sex is no sex.[[might have to change this one]]
-skinny jeans isnt for everyone.
-GOD should be number one, not your partner.
-Education is the key.
-baggy baggy jeans are ugly![[guys]]
-wearing a 3XL shirt when your a size medium isnt cute at all.
-blac label is overrated.
-your sexual preference should not define you as a person.
-myspace gansters humor me.
-everyone has swagg now?!. umm, nada.
-originality is dead.
-everyone is retro now?!. haaha.
-ppl who are always depressed annoy me.
-stereotyping isnt cool.
-take the time out to get to know ppl before you judge them.
-you shouldnt be in a relationship with a close friend, in the long run you will get hurt if the two of you break up.
-you should not play with ppl's emotions&&feelings!!!!
-some teachers are so stupid.
-what's confidence without a little cocckyness?!.
-most of these new rappers rap about nothing therefore they cant fxcking rap!
-materialistic things DO NOT buy happiness.
-letting others define you as a person is a no no!
-almost every girl at WarwickHighSchool has the same freaking aeropostale hoody.
-Everyone isnt gonna like you, so stop caring what others think.
-There is always someone trying to take your spot in life.
-&&im done, for now.

[[Kicked]] to the curb.

okayy so i have come to the conclusion that some people[[friends]] change, in bad ways. I mean i realize that as people when we get older we grow and change. But i mean like one year you all are cool and tell eachother everything and talk on the phone all the time and all the rest of the things that [[best]]friends do ya know?!. But then its like things change once they meet new people the friendship starts to gadually fade away.I mean yall are still friends but a lot of things just change.Its like you get kicked to the side for another person.Whether its because of a girlfriend or boyfriend they get or just another friend and then you just dont matter anymore.

and thats just flat out not right no matter which way you put it! especially when you have been friends with a person for a couple years and they [[kick]] you to the curb for someone that they met like three months ago.They dont tell you anything anymore and you rarely talk.Then you start to feel like your just being shut out completely.Then you start to feel like maybe you put to much energy into a friendship that deserves little to none of your energy.But the thing is you care way too much just to say okay I dont wanna be you friend anymore because its more complex than that.You think about the past memories that you have shared and the secrets you told to one another.But I guess you have to look at the good and bad things about the friendship, then you choose.I mean its not a jealousy thing its just a right and wrong thing.I dont know, maybe its just me. But leave some comments and tell me how you feel about the situation.

Hilarious, had to post.

Okay this vid is too flipping hilarious.Especially when he has the freaking chimpmunk voice.